• Colt 45 at Bansoy's. Michael, Boning, Bansoy, Nicel
• visited a friend of Boning, his mother's death anniversary. Bansoy, Boning, Janri
  
• Tropics with Bansoy and Boning to meet their friends from high school: Ian, Ermac and one guy.. Ermac, so cute! [just disappointed that it seemed like they aren't interested]
• Arce, Gov, Leahra, Virna, Russel at Lazer - Arce's birthday (July 10)
• partttyyyy! saw Ico, Alde, Leizel.. Boning's friends went in too and it only proved that they weren't interested. I so regretted that I partied like an animal - I needed composure! Saw Bordik too, he saw me with Gov.. That night, I planned to ask him but by judging on his responses, he no longer wanted it - so sad =(

Yesterday, was just at home, related my vices and boys to Dindin. I then realized during the catharsis that what I was doing the past years were luod. I felt worthless. I let them do this to me, duelingadvice was right.

Went to Calape last night. We'll be on our way now to Danao: Arce, Gov, Bonbon, Marivel, Thea, Mama Ting.